I need to sort myself out. I keep pausing in the midst of whatever I'm doing and start praying. I know that it's nothing wrong but I'm getting a tad too insecure and paranoid - because everything going on so well at home.

Argh the happier things get, the worse I feel because I know all good things always come to an end. Wth. What a cynic. This way I'll never be happy that's why once again I emphasize on sorting myself out. And I keep thinking that I have cancer and I need a bone marrow..

Oh and school's just the same old bore. Better than not having an education I guess.
Bye liaoz (I shopped alot ! XD ) Oh and maybe I should start saving up and put myself through a prestigious University overseas................ hahahahahahahaha. siao zabor. if I dont get into the new local new south wales.. I will..... borrow from the bank to go overseas because by the time I reach 20 my parents would be happily retiring already so I rather not touch their money and we wont have any income unless my sisters pay for my fees and daily expenditure and hahahaha I honestly can go on if there wasnt any time constraints. wth am I talking like im gonna be some beggar on some channel 8 serial when i grow up. beats me. (maybe cos I know my dad wont want to share his secret savings with me)