Ok I cant deny how deeply affected I am by the fact that many of my classmates got in through DSA and have secured a place in JCs like SA.. AC.. Suck ass. Where am I gonna go? Australia?! My mom says if I CMI then my ass will be there. And next time in my resume everyone will think that I CMI in Sg that's why go overseas. Unless I'm going to some prestigious school then that's a diff case. This whole DSA system is screwed up. I am dead jealous of everyone. Bu Lao Er Huo. FUCK LAH. This is doing my future no good. Not good at all.

Speaking of which I have decided to take up Business in the U and if you have any snide comments just keep it in your ass. I am going to be the next Colin Wong (minus the prestigious UK education part). Unless I am able to rob a bank (20,000$ just for daily expenses for 9mths is no joke) Meanwhile I'll just have to work my ass off to get into one of those better JCs if not I'll be on the plane to Australia or Malaysia (hahazzz) in a few months time. And I refuse for that to be the case. Who will take care of Fat Girl while I'm gone?

P.S. I wrote an essay last night.. I cant believe I enjoyed myself.
P.S.S. I like Jessica
P.S.S.S. My neighbour who stays upstairs is so p-p-pretty.