I tried my hand at scrambled eggs just now and I fuckin burnt my hand. I was really down because dUH it was so painful and also cos I felt useless again. I admit I've been sheltered since I was young, house work cooking chores blahblah were never my problem. How am I going to freaking survive alone abroad if I go on like this. I'm having second thoughts cos Singapore's education aint that bad after all plus I'm one who gets extra super duper home sick. You might say it's freaking two years (damn long) before I make the big decision, but hey, two years' gonna pass so fast and in no time I'll be crying cos I'm eighteen. (SHIT!!!)

On a lighter note, everyone should watch run's house on mtv. Damn entertaining. I wish I could go on like this forever. It's past four already but I still have so much energy in me! I wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna play more sims!