I really dont wanna know what's gonna happen after posting is out. Imagine new school new friends. Understand that I'll never be able to fit in into my choice of school. It's not like I'm enjoying school a hell lot as before now. I know it has becoming better but somehow I'm not having as much fun as before. Are we all sick of each other already?

And for the past few days my self esteem has been lowered to it's pits. Imagine everyday, someone will come up to you and say you look like so and so. That is just so blah. Well if you wanted to imply that I am ugly, just tell it straight to my face! You dont have to fucking go one round just to shoot me. And to someone else, you insult my looks at least once a day, just fuck off ok you dont even know that you look like a freaking dinosaur/alien. I wished I was cold hearted enough to tell it straight to your face.

I'd do anything for us to be friends like how we used to before. Well... maybe not anything.