Ok finally a proper entry. Although I have not snapped out of the emo era of my life (thanks gooby), this blog needs/deserves more than one line entries.

I transferred to VJ on Tuesday. Let's just say second intake kids are really extra. Hell, I don't even feel welcomed. Lessons started today and I got to admit the lecturers in VJ are much better than CJ's. So much better. But the thing is that none of them actually care. You can listen to your iPods, play cards, talk, sleep, walk out halfway etc during lectures and they don't bother. I guess being in a top school, you just gotta be independant.

My profile in VJ is like the lowest of lowest. Serious. I could leave VJ after two years and people might even go like HUH WHO'S NESS. I could use one hand to count the number of friends I have in VJ. Sometimes, I even forget that I'm from VJ. In VJ, I don't feel like I'm at home. No one call s me Ness (except for Serene and Jiaying) Little things like this matter a whole lot to me. I keep telling myself it's all bout my future. But how long can this last me? The fire in me is dying out.

I miss my aura and everyone else who were in CJ for the first three months.

And hence, this is a short preview into my life right now. I wish I had someone around to cheer me on and to tell me everything is gonna be Okay. Cos it's not.