What makes your heart beat faster.

I hate it when people cry. It makes me feel so helpless. A thousand "are you okay"s wouldnt work. A million hugs would never make it okay. I can't believe I just sat there and
watched
you
cry.

I suck. Yes, I do.
On a brighter note... No. There's no brighter note.

By the way VJ's canteen food is like... worst than OBS food. Today my mee pok tasted like plastic. I wished you could eat my puke up (just like kenny) I'M SO TIRED I'M SO TIRED I'M SO TIRED I'M SO TIRED OF THIS LIFE THAT I AM FORCED TO LIVE. It's okay. I know I deserve it. I haven't been the best person lately anyway.

"3 years ++ of friendship. You emotional wreck all these years." Thanks babe. I always knew I was an emotional bunny. I like the way you drink jack daniels and study at the same time.

Much love. (lesbian loving, that's what you're good at AUDREY)