SO NEAR YET SO FAR

im very frustrated bunny now lor. i need to study, practise the stupid piano, play sims, do pw, eat ice cream, party (HAHA) sigh so much for re-prioritizing. i dont want to fail my mid years. and i dont think sze han's cute anymore. in fact he piSsed me off.. erm by doing nothing. I AM SO STUPIDZ WHY DONT I UNDERSTAND CHEM, MATH, PHYSICS OR ECONS. I NEED TO STUDY TEN HOURS A DAY. oh and i need to buy my ten year series (!!!) and stationery (because i stupidly lost my whole pencil case) I DONT EVEN HAVE THE BASIC MATERIALS FOR STUDYING.

AND I NEED TO STOP CABBING. I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF. i should cab to america. argh i feel so drunk now bye.