fake smiles

today i had the worst feeling ever sitting outside gas haus. i felt so alone even though i was surrounded by many people. i'm sure you all know what that feeling is about and it sure sucks. and when today i almost got (double) ditched, i nearly wanted to run away and spend another million dollars. sooner or later i will have to come to realize that shopping isnt the solution to everything. someone please pleeease bring me to go eat crystal jade :(

"hello ness why are your eyes red?"



this silence hurts me more than anything you could say
it was a big mistake to let me have my way in the first place.