with nothing left to say but goodbye to yesterday.

i never felt so scared of being alone. three am and i was making my way to jason's against the piercing cold morning air. cauterize said being strong means being heartless.

thank you baby for your party even though it turned into an oc drama reenactment in the end. drinks were good. but it takes a lot to get me high. and i'm glad i didnt. what are friends for? no, wait. what are best friends for. you know i would never leave you alone with all the mess. audrey and sarah, i wished i could have stayed over to make sure you babies were okay. i hope i can be your sunshine gal forever. ness doesnt lie, audrey. ness doesnt lie. (and i wont ask your mom to go fuck herself) and sarah, i wont break up with you.

then it was devils bar where i screamed hysterically in the toilet and stuck tissue paper on my cheeks. oh yah addie, soccer was sooo at 120am what. YOU NOOB.

"WAAAAAAAAH, LIP GLOSS."