i dont know what i can save you from

So what becomes of you my love
When they have finally stripped you of
The handbags and the gladrags
That your poor old Grandad had to sweat to buy you

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sometimes i really despise myself. i am so sheltered, pampered and showered with neverending love from my parents. since young my dad has always constantly reminded me that there will never ever be a time he'd say no to me. never. and even now when i'm all grown up (almost) his didnt break his promise. they let me do anything/whatever i want. and the best part of it is that they forgive me so easily. i am a Big Girl already, it's about time i stop depending so much on them. not too long ago, my dad did tell me that my mom and him won't always be around for me. which really made my heart drop. they are always the givers, and me, the taker. with all this love my parents are giving me, i never want to let them down. but in a way, this bundle of love is gonna hurt me somehow.

i listened to a lot of frou frou today and it made me very angry :@ haha i am so warped. by the way when i was in the lift just now, this lady asked if my i'm colin wong's daughter. my dad sure knows his way around the ladies in my block! (lace your favorite) i want to volunteer at the nearby family centre. better get my ass down to it soon. kekekeke 4km 4km !

Don't be so scared; we will not lead you on
like you've been doing for weeks.
You're selfish, and I'm sorry.