this is not a love song

i propose we support a one month limit on going steady
i think it will keep people more able to deal with weird situations
and get to know more people
i think if you're ready to go out with Jonnie
now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
he won't mind he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating
and once you've dated someone else you can date him again
i'm sure he'll like it
everyone will appreciate it
your so novel, what a good idea
you can keep you time to your self
you don't need date insurance
you can go out with whoever you want to
EVERY BOY, EVERY BOY, IN THE WHOLE WORLD COULD BE YOURS.

lately i've been thinking too much about everything and anything. and doing quite a number of disappearing acts from school. moreover, i have been very sickly depending on this one thing which ought to be taken away from me. they say i dont hate myself, i just hate the state i'm in. how bout both. maybe this weight was a gift. maybe. maybe i need to stop lying. stop lying to myself just to get through the day.

on a lighter note, i got the scholarship. and beverly's back from canada/sf/vegas with some malibu for me. we are praying for vegas in december where we can party all night and live the suite life with mr quek! (my sekret dilf fantasy) my mom managed to make an appointment for me with dr cheong tmr. i'm quite lucky. i think it's her flirting skills according to jess!

i secretly miss late nights at andrew's. where we will spend our wasted lives on beer and guitars. lol. OKAY MAYBE I DON'T. but it's just too weird how we dont hang out anymore. even my sister agrees.

oh well. Everything Happens For A Reason.

ness says:
i want chloe paddington bag.. can bring to tuition
right dress, on the wrong girl says:
HAHAH CRAZY AH