so, you want to know something about me.
every day i am afraid to wake up to who i am and what this beautiful life has in store for me.
i'm so tired of endings, i'm starting to be afraid of beginnings.
inside, i am so fucking scared but i can't tell anyone.
at night i cry, but it's never the good kind.
i want to run as far as i can, but is far ever enough?
is anything ever enough?
i can study 12 hours a day but i'll never be able to get straight As.
i can run 4km every day but i'll never be skinny enough.
i can cry every night but i'll never find a way to be happy.

meow self is not trying to be emo. o well good night pals i think i want to be a boy
p.s. NO ONE CALLS ME NESSY UNLESS THEY REALLY LOVE ME. >:(