some girls try to hard

ness: oh yea i still have to ask my sis's friend which is the best SAT book
jess: actually all the books are about the same what, just don't buy from an unknown publisher
ness: (silence)
jess: but knowing ness, i'm sure she only wants the ELITE right

HAHAHHAHA OH YEA MY ELITISM TREND IS RUBBING OFF.

anyway i realised that i would rather be seen alone in school, than hang out with a bunch of mofos who i dont really fancy/have nothing in common. yeah, that's how real i'm trying to keep myself. honestly i don't like how i have been torturing myself for the past few months. it's not that i dislike them, we're just not in the same wavelength and that's bad enough. so their company is equivalent to no company to me. HENCE i will save everyone from all the hassle by making myself scarce. dont really care what they think about me.

last night i managed to catch up with shaun tan and it was really nice. it's so funny how i completely forgot that we were quite close back in our secondary school days. "i hope you get a hunky boyfriend and keane marries a fat girl" that's the most memorable thing he said to me last night.

oh and i also had sticky chewy chocolate ice cream and smoked ham last night. developed my colorsplash pictures and tried to look for croutons. haha i didnt touch my chinese at all and slept at a quite ungodly hour. so this morning i drowned my soul in coffee x100 while attempting to study chinese 15mins before the paper. but i ended up listening to saosin and coheed&cambria to calm my sleepy nerves. and i very exciting-ly had a pw meeting after my last paper! arloe? can you hear me now?

okay byebye i'm going out soon to spend the money my mom gave me to eat shop (like mad dog) watch movie manicure pedicure cut hair. and everything else that makes this tired heart happy la. and i have been saying my i love yous regularly thank you.