addie you have been greatly missed

430am and we were driving from changi to holland talking about how we want our perfect lives to be like. i like talking to jingwen because he listens to every single fucking thing i say; even if it's just my irrelevant whining. i like being in his mini cooper because i can put my feet against the windscreen and sing along to stupid rnb songs. you are a good friend!

happy birthday stefanie steffi! i hope all your birthday wishes came true. :-)]
edit: hahahahah i cant believe i'm only going out with u later cos i want to wear my new clothes

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a heart that's full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won't heal.
you look so tired-unhappy.