trust is a lie.

today a stranger came up to me and said to me,
"the world is so wonderful, it isn't such a bad place after all. tomorrow when you wake up, everything will be perfect again. you're such a beautiful girl and have so much going on in your life, you shouldn't be sitting here crying." thank you stranger, you're probably an angel god sent down to me. but i would like you to know how it feels like to know that i'm not even worth five minutes of someone's time. just five minutes.

i feel so betrayed by the people i love and trusted. addie i'm so glad i've got you for the next twelve hours. please help to keep me alive, or at least my sanity.

i have wasted all my words on you. right now, goodbye wouldnt be that hard anymore.
i wont see you in a month's time; i'll see you next year. now that's the big difference even though it's the same difference.

your heart, is so cold;
your heart, is so old;
and my heart cannot beat anymore in this heat.
your heart makes me wanna die.
your heart makes me wanna die.