Caring is creepy

here i am feeling upset over my mom and second sister not inviting me to their upcoming bangkok trip this march holidays, and holding a grudge against my mom because i would be bored stiff this march holidays with no where to go/nothing to do. i even told her not to speak to me again. but somewhere else there is a family grieving over their sudden loss of their 18 year old daughter from vjc, someone who probably has so much ahead of her. life is so unfair. no one should ever be allowed to feel this way. no one should ever be allowed to face death at such a young age. i may not know her personally, i'm not even sure if i've ever seen her around school, but my deepest condolences goes out to her family and close friends. so what is my problem compared to theirs? nothing but a minute speckle of dust.

x

And true it may seem like a stretch
But it's thoughts like this that catch
My troubled head when you're away
When I am missing you to death

i love iron and wine's version of this song.

When you are out there on the road
For several weeks of shows
And when you scan the radio
I hope this song will guide you home