it's now or never

you want to know something? i honestly do not need your pity.

last night i had the longest fifteen minutes of my life. as i sat in uncomfortable silence with you.

i was hoping to save fifty dollars this week, but i ended up spending thirty five dollars on cab fare, and twenty dollars on dinner. i got home at 1am with a heavy heart. thankfully at 2am, tim bryan and addie came to pick me up in tim's car and we went for a ride to cheer my shitty week up. i was dead tired when i came home (considering i only had 3 hours of sleep the night before) and i wanted to sleep so badly. but i got angry and frustrated in the end because there were too many things at the back of my mind. either i run away, or deal with it. obviously i chose the latter. so when i said goodbye, i meant forever.

not pretty enough.
not smart enough.
not rich enough.

hiatus.
my stealth mode is on high.