Karma

you never fail to make me upset, so i vent it out by calling you names and snapping at you. why do you let me do it? does every mother let their child do that? im so gonna get karma for this. but i really hate it when people break promises. i hate the disappointment that comes with expectations.

back to happier stories like how i was craving for cinnamon flavored auntie anne's today. the last time i ate it was at the sfo airport with the hot domestic pilot sitting behind me. so when my dad picked me up from class today he got me auntie anne's, the exact flavor i wanted! a total mind reader. maybe we have esp.. and i offered him my bratswurth (sp?) sandwich and he told me that's his favorite he goes there to eat with his best friend a lot. (ooh) anyway he calls his best friend names like fisherman... stupid... etc.

now we totally know where i get my genes from huh.

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today in school i saw a MALE student carrying a guess tote bag. no you didnt hear me wrongly.. not female.. but male. i had to secretly cringe in disgust and turn away quickly.
1) does guess even make bags for males?!
2) it looks like this prada handbag my mom has. yeah, HANDBAG.
3) WHY DOES HE DO THIS TO HIMSELF?!
4) IS THIS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE?!
5) THIS IS NOT A FASHION STATEMENT OR WHATEVER
6) this is social suicide.

but hey, he probably has more friends in school than i do. i have erm, 1... 2... 3... friends. to me, going to school with an ugly face itself is a social suicide. you see we're living in a millieu of superficiality.. where no one wants to befriend ugly girls like me. plastic.... surgery... pronto.... i am bad influence to the society. my mom made a good choice by not giving me whatever i wanted ever since i was able to talk. and before i forget, thank you 3 friends for being my friend. 2 years in an instituition and i only made 3 friends. hurrah.

(i am clearly in a foul mood)