Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

i'm currently on my study break. right now i'm feeling so suffocated, i dont know why! today there was a semi-monsoon at my place and i stood at my lobby waiting for my cab while listening to tokio hotel's monsoon. i thought i was gonna die in the cab so, as usual, the non daredevil belted up asap. driving through the midwest storm, indeed. i had no idea why the cab driver chose to put on his shades halfway because there was ABSOLUTELY no way he could see the roads with the amount of rain pouring down at that time. hehe, maybe some ppl just prefer to live on the wiLd sIdE huh. r-e-s-p-e-c-t.

right now i'd do anything to do well for prelims.. even if it means going on the new york new york rollercoaster; any rollercoaster, for that matter. hmm on a more realistic note, maybe i should just try studying. haha.