Will anything be enough?

it's funny how some people just "have it all in life", some girls my age are getting intoxicated every night, prancing around with their chanels, looking pretty (damn awesome) 24/7, living the jet setter's kind of life and having nothing to worry about because "daddy can get me there". a milieu of materialism. but compare it with a typical singaporean my age; damn, i think i'd rather live a life enshrouded by daddy's safety blanket than struggling to break free. the easy way out. some people just "have it all in life". don't mistake me. i'm happy with my life. just not happy enough. i am a horrid, horrid green person. yeah i know my cool factor just went down to about a negative two thousand points.

back to the books. regardless of race, language or religion. omg i am so random, but i am a true patriot, you bEtChA. i used to hang a national day flag at my window until i lost it.. just like how i used to set up a xmas tree every year until it fell and every ornament broke. cough*loser*cough. what i really want to say is: regardless of how fucking tired i am. :(

i cant find the word content in my dictionary.