Watch me crank dat soulja boy

then superman that hoe.


this is one fine example of an annoying song that sticks to your head. i had my last paper today.. went straight home to crash since i slept at 430am the previous night. i seriously have too much excess energy. was forced to wake up to choose clothes. went to catch a movie but i dont remember the title because we were talking throughout anyway. no idea why we bother watching movies lol. oh yeah and i checked out gap kids because i wanna buy some clothes for my tedo bear. LOL. topshop kids only have girl clothes i dont think i want my bear to cross dress yea. was almost made to buy this outfit that says "PUSSY" or sth.. lace says i cant get tedo one with buttons at the crotch cos he's a boy and it will hurt for boys.. haha. didnt get anything in the end though.. might want to check out dkny kids first. omg you know you're going crazy when you choose to spend $ on your bear and not yourself..

im done with reading all the october issues of magazines.. seventeen, cosmogirl, glamour etc. learnt that it's normal of your left breast to be bigger than your right.. i feel so educated now. right now im feeling awkward sitting in front of my laptop. i feel so unproductive. i hate not having anything to do/an agenda. i want to keep moving.. i dont want to stop because you only live once. but no one's gonna keep up with me, no one's gonna stay up til 4 in the morning with me (except gwen stefani). i hate how i cant slp at night because once i shut my eyes i keep worrying about the future. i think i'm too tensed up i need a sedative.

argh life should never be unproductive. should have just listened to my mother and booked an earlier flight out of sg.. it's okay. tmr i will go fix my debit card.. deposit money.. pack.. do some overdue shopping. phwoa, productive indeed huh. rollzzz eyes. okay gtg rollz with my niggaz for real. xxxxxxx

I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out