I dont belong here

so i'm currently jobless but i still spend money on stupid drinks that make me 1% high. tonight it was slightly different because i met some dilfs at velvet. one of them told me that i'm a liar, but a good one. keke, that's cos i told him that i find older men really attractive!!!!!! so i told him that he needs to have a higher self confidence.. haha. i love "socializing".

yesterday i told my mom "mummy can you give me three thousand dollars i need to buy something important" ........... only because i was forced to walk pass chanel *sadface* she told me to get a job before she gets me a card but i'm like.. yeah..... alliwannadoisstayathomeandbreathefreeair. i think i have reached the laziest stage of my life because i was never like this. i should really just start sloth diaries part one.

i hate selfish people. i'm selfish to a certain extent but i'm not the ditch my friends kinda selfish. goodnight, my heart is still in new york!!!!!