today, i woke up to a message from my physics teacher where he told me that he's not gonna write a recommendation letter for me. wow.... you know what? if i ever end up as a teacher next time i'd do this same bitchy act to every of my student who doesnt look like a supermodel or doesnt get straight As in physics.. it's not like i'm a rebel89 in school.. wtfffff where is the COMPLAINT DEPARTMENT?! i honestly never knew you could reject a student when it comes to recommendation letters.. whatever happened to singapore: a city of possibilities?????????? OKAY I'M JUST GOING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT HE IS REALLY REALLY REALLY JEALOUS OF WHATEVER NULL TALENT I HAVE OKAY. and i want one quarter of my school fees back (okay i'm really kidding)

when i grow up, i dont care if i'm poor and i have to live in a one room hdb flat.. i just want to have enough money to send my child to an international school. and if my husband disagrees i'll slap him into agreeing. yeah, cos i'm dominating like that (hahahaha)

on a lighter note i got my sat2 results yesterday. i had decent scores.. (praise god) especially when i didnt prepare for physics. but i'm not sure if i can complete my application if some ahem teachers ahem refuse to cooperate. went over to uncle kiwi's house last night one last time before he leaves for nyc. he got a zegna beanie and i put it on "if my head sweats after five minutes it means it's a good beanie" ....well it didnt.