I hate technicolor

worst feeling ever is to love and not be loved in return. just like how you treat someone as your best friend, when she only treats you as a substitute. am i so hard to be friends with? i dont fit in anywhere. not in school, not in church.. not even in my family. am i too fat, too ugly, too stupid, too poor? stop judging me cos i'm not done with judging you.

i hate technicolor. i need to get out of this place.