Can I just say how I tried working out last Monday and died after 2 laps; but it got easier so I did 10 more and became a lazy lion. Used to be able to do 30 non-stop. I tried... I really did. But I concluded that I am not built for sport, and sport was not built for me.

My life.. is at a standstill right now. I can't make any summer plans because I'm not even sure where I'll be going for college. My future is fuzzy and I get so tired thinking about it. What I really need right now is a well deserved holiday. As much as I want/can to go to New York and LA for a month, I have nobody to go with me :( Well, yeah yeah since I'm like Miss Popular with one million best friends and all, this is such a huge surprise... I hate watching my youth go to waste just like that.

Plussss I always finish up the whole week's worth of work on Mondays and I get idle for the rest of the week. I HATE having no work to do!! Things are made worse with this new Malaysian in my office. (Nothing against Malaysians, EVERYTHING against their annoying chinese accent) Just let me quit already. I'm so over this job. I'm also jealous that my boss's nephew adores her...

Since my piano teacher is convinced that I'm brilliant and talented at lounge piano.. I really do hope he'll write me a stunning referral to get me off the waitlist :( I mean, I really can't wait to jump onto the bandwagon and scream GO RED SOXXXXXX even though they kinda suck.

"Your life is a lie you satanic bitch"
Well said, best friend. Minus the satanic part.