Back to reality

Japan.
Was a well deserved break from all the drama and disappointments in my life back here in Singapore. I managed to push all those thoughts away.. until my plane ride back where I found my heart beating so fast at the thought of returning to reality.

I don't know if normal 19 year olds battle with issues like this.. but this could only be the beginning. Still no direction or whatsoever to where I'll be enrolling.. still no improvements in the tension..

I want to go on another holiday. :(