I have... nothing fun to blog about. :( WHY is my youth filled with soo much boredom? On weekdays it's work->home, work-> home. On weekends I'm always with Kawai since we only get to see each other once a week anyway. What happened to my social life??? I think 2008 is all about social suicide. Ha ha....
Back to the main reason why I am in this spastic blog is because I need to channel out my frustrations! I know by doing this, I am lowering myself to the same level as that deluded and conniving bitch.. or bitches? But who cares... only 3 people read this blog anyways.
Just for the record, don't go around telling everyone how you guys made an effort to repair this friendship of ours (which I must say, isnt worth keeping) when the last time you ever asked me out to do something, was when Audrey Lim couldn't make it to the flea market that you organized.. which you conveniently left me out from. Even though you knew that I wanted to do it too eons ago. Reason for not asking me to join them in the flea "OH.. Audrey Lim and I were planning to do this tgt since damn long ago" haha Hell Yeah if you did so, how could Audrey-Great-Memory-Lim completely forget about the flea market and make other plans on that day? What in the world were you thinking to only invite me when Audrey Lim couldn't make it.. I'm not some spare tyre of a friend, I am your good friend.. At least I used to.
But noo just go tell everyone that "omg I tried so hard to repair this friendship!" Shut up bitch.. no really. If you really did.. you would have talked to me at least once during the past four months. After that stupid flea market incident, I wanted to leave it all behind and I tried asking you out to go to Ronnie's party (which you werent invited to... poor you.) but you just blew me off like that.. without giving me a reason. So I thought you just felt like staying at home. A few hours later.. I bumped into you in town with Audrey Lim having the time of your lives.. Seriously??? I thought we were friends! Like the three of us.. but then again I guess that incident just reconfirmed what a friend-stealer Audrey Lim is.. you conniving little slut, way back to our Crescent days where you bitched constantly about me to Jiawen (when we were all good friends!).. in desperate hopes that she won't befriend me. Okay attempt #1 in secondary school- FAILED. But I guess she succeeded in #2.. Are you happy now?
So after Audrey Lim fueled the tension between Audrey Tsen and I.. it resulted in Audrey Tsen, Addie and I not hanging out anymore.. my social life just disappeared from February onwards. I don't know if I'm sounding like a complete loser right now.. but those two people were my closest friends, and by taking that away from me was a huge ordeal for me.. which I didn't blog about openly at that time. But I find it so unfair that Audrey Lim just waltzes in into our lives.. and decides to throw me out of that social circle and continue bitching about me. How does she even sleep at night?????? Oh wait.. that's easy for her.. because she doesnt even know that what she did was wrong and on the other hand.. she feels that what I'm going through now is KARMA. Hmm I didnt know it's possible to get bad karma from being a completely normal friend.. But then again things in AudreyLimLand probably functions in a completely different way.
A perfect example would be when Audrey Lim invited Jess and I to her "birthday celebrations". Okay.. brownie points for the awesome Lim for trying to repair this friendship.. not until I found out she had a REAL celebration planned on the day itself.. and this little "get together" with Jess and I.. was probably just to make her sleep better at night. Reason for not inviting us (and particularly me) to the main celebration? "Oh.. you wouldn't like it there.. everyone there smokes." Haha.. bitch, I would really appreciate it if you came up with a better reason because the people you invited to your main celebrations were my friends.. at least they used to before you stole all of them. And after Jess and I met up with her.. she went whining to her BFF Audrey Tsen about how Ness left her out soo badly during the meet up. Seriously? I didn't know being my normal self (and maybe a tad tired after work) made me a mean girl. You should really try your hand at story telling dude.. I think it's probably your niche in life.
So since one of those sluts decided that she had enough of my shit by blogging about it, and the other deleted me off her friends list. Yeah, it's time to make a concrete decision and declare that Vanessa and the two Audreys... will never be friends again. I mean I did try to ignore it for awhile, not let it affect me... but do constant nightmares about them hold any justification? As much as I wanted to forget about how I wasted 2 years of my wonderful youth being friends with slutbags.. I could not.
On the bright side of life.. I'm glad that I had normal/non-isane/non-deluded friends like Jess, Lace & Bev by my side all the while.. and I thank God for them. Without them.. I would probably be in a psychiatric ward right now typing this.. I mean seriously.. I have to say my EQ is pretty damn low and I get affected by a lot of things.. and friends do make up a huge part of my life and trying to adjust to not having ANY plans at all every weekend... was really a huge blow to me. Okay at least I feel so much better after this bitch fit because I have been keeping it inside for too long. And after this... I will forget about the whole incident.. and forget that they ever played a part in my life. As childish as this whole stupid drama seems.. it is real.
Goodbye.
Back to the main reason why I am in this spastic blog is because I need to channel out my frustrations! I know by doing this, I am lowering myself to the same level as that deluded and conniving bitch.. or bitches? But who cares... only 3 people read this blog anyways.
Just for the record, don't go around telling everyone how you guys made an effort to repair this friendship of ours (which I must say, isnt worth keeping) when the last time you ever asked me out to do something, was when Audrey Lim couldn't make it to the flea market that you organized.. which you conveniently left me out from. Even though you knew that I wanted to do it too eons ago. Reason for not asking me to join them in the flea "OH.. Audrey Lim and I were planning to do this tgt since damn long ago" haha Hell Yeah if you did so, how could Audrey-Great-Memory-Lim completely forget about the flea market and make other plans on that day? What in the world were you thinking to only invite me when Audrey Lim couldn't make it.. I'm not some spare tyre of a friend, I am your good friend.. At least I used to.
But noo just go tell everyone that "omg I tried so hard to repair this friendship!" Shut up bitch.. no really. If you really did.. you would have talked to me at least once during the past four months. After that stupid flea market incident, I wanted to leave it all behind and I tried asking you out to go to Ronnie's party (which you werent invited to... poor you.) but you just blew me off like that.. without giving me a reason. So I thought you just felt like staying at home. A few hours later.. I bumped into you in town with Audrey Lim having the time of your lives.. Seriously??? I thought we were friends! Like the three of us.. but then again I guess that incident just reconfirmed what a friend-stealer Audrey Lim is.. you conniving little slut, way back to our Crescent days where you bitched constantly about me to Jiawen (when we were all good friends!).. in desperate hopes that she won't befriend me. Okay attempt #1 in secondary school- FAILED. But I guess she succeeded in #2.. Are you happy now?
So after Audrey Lim fueled the tension between Audrey Tsen and I.. it resulted in Audrey Tsen, Addie and I not hanging out anymore.. my social life just disappeared from February onwards. I don't know if I'm sounding like a complete loser right now.. but those two people were my closest friends, and by taking that away from me was a huge ordeal for me.. which I didn't blog about openly at that time. But I find it so unfair that Audrey Lim just waltzes in into our lives.. and decides to throw me out of that social circle and continue bitching about me. How does she even sleep at night?????? Oh wait.. that's easy for her.. because she doesnt even know that what she did was wrong and on the other hand.. she feels that what I'm going through now is KARMA. Hmm I didnt know it's possible to get bad karma from being a completely normal friend.. But then again things in AudreyLimLand probably functions in a completely different way.
A perfect example would be when Audrey Lim invited Jess and I to her "birthday celebrations". Okay.. brownie points for the awesome Lim for trying to repair this friendship.. not until I found out she had a REAL celebration planned on the day itself.. and this little "get together" with Jess and I.. was probably just to make her sleep better at night. Reason for not inviting us (and particularly me) to the main celebration? "Oh.. you wouldn't like it there.. everyone there smokes." Haha.. bitch, I would really appreciate it if you came up with a better reason because the people you invited to your main celebrations were my friends.. at least they used to before you stole all of them. And after Jess and I met up with her.. she went whining to her BFF Audrey Tsen about how Ness left her out soo badly during the meet up. Seriously? I didn't know being my normal self (and maybe a tad tired after work) made me a mean girl. You should really try your hand at story telling dude.. I think it's probably your niche in life.
So since one of those sluts decided that she had enough of my shit by blogging about it, and the other deleted me off her friends list. Yeah, it's time to make a concrete decision and declare that Vanessa and the two Audreys... will never be friends again. I mean I did try to ignore it for awhile, not let it affect me... but do constant nightmares about them hold any justification? As much as I wanted to forget about how I wasted 2 years of my wonderful youth being friends with slutbags.. I could not.
On the bright side of life.. I'm glad that I had normal/non-isane/non-deluded friends like Jess, Lace & Bev by my side all the while.. and I thank God for them. Without them.. I would probably be in a psychiatric ward right now typing this.. I mean seriously.. I have to say my EQ is pretty damn low and I get affected by a lot of things.. and friends do make up a huge part of my life and trying to adjust to not having ANY plans at all every weekend... was really a huge blow to me. Okay at least I feel so much better after this bitch fit because I have been keeping it inside for too long. And after this... I will forget about the whole incident.. and forget that they ever played a part in my life. As childish as this whole stupid drama seems.. it is real.
Goodbye.
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