I'm sorry that everyone that I care about has to go through my constant complaints about how the door is there but I'm angry that I'm not able to walk through it. There's this voice inside of me that tells me to fight on, fight on for what I believe in and what I have always been dreaming about. Only when I survive the battle will I be able to appreciate what I have after it has been granted to me.

Btw, just so you know.. you can e-mail me at vhuang@bu.edu

AHHHHHHHHHH.